New thought

I need to stop trying to understand the reason behind everything and just focus on being content in all situtations. I do not have to be overjoyed all of the time in every situation life brings me. I philosophize about everything to an overwhelming and exhausting point. I propose focusing on myself by mediating, praying and focusing on setting routines. We all know how well I am at setting routines.....yet it is a crucial part of everything else. If I could just make it a priority, above all else I think I can do it. I just have to resist all temptations to go against the routines I have set. If I focus on myself, I will radiate more positivity, be less emotional, less depressed and less stressed. These are all important when it comes to loving others because I cannot fully love others if I am wounded myself.