well here it goes.....

At 26 (going on 27) I feel like I still struggle with the same things that I struggled with at 20. I mean mainly the issue is still my time management. But this lack of time management in combination with sleeping too much effects so much of my productiveness. The thing is, I have so much knowledge and wisdom and great ideas but putting it all together is where I get lost. I hate talking about it because it feels so hopeless at this point because I have had such a problem with it for so long and everytime I get a surge of motivation or a great idea it seems to fade away before it ever helps at all. I just don't know what to do. I feel like a good/intensive ADHD therapy would go a long way in helping me. Every area that I can think of that is keeping me from really succeeding in life can be solved with some kind of real good ADHD therapy that includes time management skills and some kind of neurological work, I am not sure if that means trying neurofeedback, holistic health or traditional stimulant medication. I just wish I could find someone that is very specialized that would be willing to listen to me and help me find the best kind of therapy for me. I really feel like if I cannot figure this out that I am going to be in big trouble in life.